I dont post personal shit on here usually but when I do I dont think anyone reads it so I hope this isnt an exception. JUST IGNORE THIS PLEASE. I don’t know why I’m writing this on tumblr, but I just need to let it out because right now in this very second, i am sad and feel alone. I am sad about being sad and sad about not knowing where to turn to. humans are awful creatures and I dont trust them and I hate being around them. so i cry and i cry and i cry and i cry more because i dont even know what im crying about and its really just pathetic. i wish i could just remind myself of how fortunate i am to have all i do. a roof over my head, clothes to wear, a family, and friends. But I would give it all up to be happy. And I may be crying because I’m scared. I’m scared theres nothing I can do to change it. But happiness is so fleeting. it just seems that with me, it never lasts long enough to be worth it because I end up like this. Nothing happens and I’m just sad. sad sad sad and I dont even know what to do.